Why is it people find it so surprising when you are happy? Today I had a call from a Psychiatrist (no not mine), he was returning a call I had made to him and I made a general "Good morning how are you?" and he asked how I was. When I responded with "wonderful", he said "really, this is your job tracking down Dr's and your wonderful?". It took a little convincing and after business talk and some joking I think he finally believed me........maybe he was trying to drum up business by trying to make me feel like my job was terrible. I really think that I should be the therapist, because he was much happier once we finished our conversation. And he did apologize for being so negative. People seem to find it hard to believe that you can be happy these days.
I do understand, since I spend allot of time in NEGATIVEVILLE. Thank God I don't live there I just work there. It is hard some days to stay positive when you feel the breath of the negativity around you breathing down you neck. Today as I was walking down the hall towards my cubicle (OH side note I pray every morning before I walk into the building for the Lord to help me be positive and not to let the negavites get to me)I was thinking was there a way to put up a bubble, if I don't look at them, maybe they won't talk to me....well I already know that doesn't work, have tried it. People have told me I am just to nice. How can you be to nice? Someone has to be nice to them.........maybe that's why they are so negative, no one is ever nice to them......so I tredge on though the mire of it and continue to be kind. In my mind though sometimes I want to scream at them STOP!!! YOU DON'T HAVE TO LIVE LIKE THIS!!!
Trust me I have my bad days just like everyone else.....but Lord please never let me be a negavite!!!! I will work there, but I never ever will live there.
I AM HAPPY!!!!!
Thursday, March 25, 2010
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